TheREALMufasa23

Tomorrow I will officially be finished with my first semester of grad school. It went by really fast. Semesters at undergrad seemed to last forever. Not here. Don’t know if that’s a good thing or not. I have survived my first five months in Philadelphia. I am still finding out more and more about myself every day. I have spent most days in my apartment doing homework, or just nothing at all. I would get into terrible ruts of depression and anxiety. Feeling absolutely helpless, worthless. Like I will never be able to be a functioning adult without someone to help me. That nothing will ever be the same again. That I am going to le

I hope everyone had a great holiday season! I realize I have not updated my journal since May, so here is what went on since then: I went to Germany for two weeks with my school, an absolutely incredible experience, so expect a lot of photos from the trip. Made it through fall semester as Drum Major of the marching band, another amazing life experience that I still can't believe I did it. Now I am barreling down the home stretch of the final semester of my undergrad. It's unreal. This has also led to some stress as to what I will be doing after I graduate...I have been looking A LOT at Graduate schools, so that is an option that I have be